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Sunday, December 31, 2006

感恩

"Hundert Tage in Pakistan, erklärte jemand mir, daß was ich hier gewonnen hatte, kann in der Zukunft erreicht werden, aber was ich hier verloren hatte, ist für immer. Ist es zutreffend? Ich bezweifele es, wenn ich es zulassen soll..."



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有时候想,2006年里有什么遗憾呢?其实很多心情在之前的文字都提了,而且有的是超过一次。所以,就那么想,可能比较“重要",不过,什么是重要呢?静思了一会,我觉得是那些靠自己心最近,和一些很想把心靠却靠不到的事。



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今天刚好是我在巴基斯坦的第100天,朋友都叫我别算了,越算越心寒。朋友说不如你算在这赚多少钱。我之前是有算的,算每天赚的美金,薪水;又想到自己在今年新年可以和家人过个大肥年,真的很满足。毕竟我知道自己长大了,知道开始对家庭有责任。当初,大学教授想推荐我去读硕士,而且有奖学金的。向家人反应后,爸妈都不怎么同意,坦白说当时有点失望的。过后,大姐的一句话,茅舍顿开。今天的现在,在外地,跟妈妈说道:不懂还要过来吗?妈妈说:你赚再多钱,我在这还是不心安。有时,我会问自己,我真的因为是唯一的男生而被宠吗?我妈懂。还有,没继续深造,我不觉得遗憾。



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大学,谈了很多,也谈不完。若有人想分享我的大学的点滴,我一定不会迟疑的答应,而且会说到那人喊停。呵呵!没有爱情的大学,对某人来说,真的是一个超大的遗憾。不过,朋友们给的幸福给到溢出来,我突然把爱情看得很顺其自然。不过,一定会有朋友告诉我那爱情的幸福是不一样的。我不能否认,也不会故意避而不谈,始终,到了这年龄,这个时代,没有爱情,不会出奇,有爱情更是正常。对不?朋友。在大学最后一学期时修了德语,多会一个语文,真的很有满足感。也是因为选了这一科,大学的成绩我没有什么遗憾可言了。



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今年在巴基斯坦过元旦。今天也刚好是第100天在这。很奥妙,和大马距离有多远,真的不懂,时差是3小时。其实现在大马和中国已经在2007了。和这两地的地方的朋友谈天,觉得很玄。毕竟,我在看卫星电视时,看倒数很兴奋,也很期待。在《铭2006》有提到我2006里的美好和眷恋。看了有点不舍这时光,不过,在迎接的半小时前,我突然很期待那一刻,而这期待不是忘旧。我明白这一点。我觉得我的2007将是很不同凡响的一年,因为我知道自己在哪里了,什么事物该去争取和顺其自然。



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昨晚看了BoonSwan学弟的blog。突然觉得自己很渺小,他是以世界的胸襟去回顾自己的2006。他的简单文字,很真实的体现了真挚的感情。人不在马来西亚,有时候,一些事,真的有点隔离了。家人和好友的通知才知道自己的家乡处于什么情况。其实,自己的感情世界,在自己的思想里当然是最大的,不过,偶尔,把周遭的好与坏也放在心里,去祝福,去为他们祁福,是我们大家都可以作到的。最主要,比较之下,我们突然是像在幸福川流里,比起水深火热的别人,我们真的是要感恩和惜福。



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还有20分钟就2007了。我会衷心祝福众生,我们要惜福和造福,若觉得自己很幸福,我们若把身边的朋友拉进幸福的圈子,就尽努力吧!毕竟,我们真的在学习成长,每过新一年,我们获得的是成长!



谢谢,陪我一路的家人和朋友!


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Thursday, December 28, 2006

暖暖(外一章:如果我是一名诗人)

(昨晚没得上网)







诗人没有上网

所以没有机会搜歌词

昨晚星空卫视播着Fish的《暖暖》,诗人突然若有所失

阖上眼睛,听昨天在上班时下载的《暖暖》,诗人明白了他为什么称诗人为





(都可以随便的    你说的    我都愿意听)








因为他信任诗人

诗人说的,他都会相信

他开始不明白在诗人的面前不能洒脱

他开始提醒诗人其实有多好

他开始祝福诗人的爱情信仰

在诗人面前,他送给自己很多“输”字





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(诗人决定今晚写诗)








诗人找到可以毫无避忌的聊天朋友

诗人想故乡,他也想故乡

原来他们来自马来西亚

是谁赐“Add as friend”键魔法呢?

谁可以注释“冥冥中自有安排”?

这感觉真的太不可思议了








(打从心里    暖暖的)








诗人想不到还有什么文字

因为这是一种感觉

诗人听《暖暖》去感觉自己和这朋友的感动

这冬天真的不冷

真的,不需要歌词


不需要文字

也可成诗





Thursday, December 21, 2006

Desperate Housewives S3E7

"Hey, Mary Alice, are you OK?"

"Yes, thank you... I'm fine"

"OK, i'll see you later."

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"No, you are not, i can tell... Please... tell me, what's wrong? Let me save you."

"You can't."

"Why not?"

"Sweety, we can't prevent what we can't predict."

"Is there anything i can do?"

"Yes, yes... You can enjoy this beautiful day. We get so few of them."

(adapted from Lynett's last dream where Mary Alice in)

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Having chance to watch this series from season 1 is the downloading effort from boonkuan. As previously, this episode become a hot topic to be discussed as it manages to attract million of people to follow up what really the SECRET hiding behind Lynett, Gabriel, Susan and Bree. I still remember that time is my final year of my university life in UM, busy with studies, downloaded movies sure become another entertainment in my wonderful life. As i found DHW undoubtedly is much high class then most of the TVB dramas. To me most of the episodes in DHW can be independently treated as a single movie, but, what i appreciate much is the last part that narrated by Mary Alice, as a third party to observe her friend in a transparent corner, and the 'summary' she made are words to think of, and may be applied in our daily life.
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I did share this series with most of my friends, by sharing with karhoo, DHW is one of the two series that occupied majority space in my computer drive. (as i like Smallville too). Anyway, season 2 DHW till now cannot give me any vivid impression when i want to recall any scene from that season; to recall, may due to make it a chatting topic or write somethings (like now). To me, the new moved neighbour affect the overall performance of DHW season 2. However, i do gain something through this season, hehe.
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Working here, if need some entertainment, i have to download myself. By downloading one episode per episode, i realize how lucky i am previously that only need to copy from boonkuan, but, it's a exciting discovery when i manage to find out new series released, till now only untill episode 10, more than 3 weeks already, there yet any new update episode. Boring life here still unchanged, so, i watch again. Anyway, i only choose episode 7 to "re-watch", previously what i gain is something like life's enlightenment, but in this episode, what i found is more than that. I impressed on the editing and story arrangement of this episode; i shocked on the incident happened, and the most important, i am touched with the reaction of characters involved, how desperate they are...
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Gabriel say to Carlos:

"I keep thinking the crazy lady in the market... i understand her...and i could be her."
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Susan sob and says to Ian:

"The last word i say to her is she disappoint me!"
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Bree tells Orson:

"I've to tell her, she hurts me, i hurt her back..."
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Lynett cries to Corolyn Bigsby:

"Who care? who care? We all have pain. Everyone here have pain, but we deal with our own way, we swallow it and get going our life."
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The most successful point in this episode is we can find tears inside laughter. Seeing Gabriel and her divorced husband destroy this and that, suddenly i think on marriage, then certain person come in to my mind. When we are brave to choose certain love journey, we have to bear the love responsibilities forever, it's a doubt to me. However, i'm still a beginner. For what's going on Lynett about her dream, i think on friendship...Yup, here i would like to highlight my 02's tele coursemates... Thanks the caring and encouraging words you all written for me, i much appreciate you all, besides, i do think on my supportive friends along my life journey.
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Friends,

If you are fans of DHW, i am sure you all have watched this episode, else, try use a pendrive to copy this episode from your friend, as i am sure it really worth to spend only 42:13 minutes to understand life, your life and our life.

All the best! Enjoy (appreciate) life as it goes on!

Friday, December 15, 2006

铭2006名


风儿轻吹轻抚我的脸蛋

风儿啊!风儿啊!您来自何方?

我追踪着您

我追踪着原始感觉的足迹......

我来到2006的最初

你我的名字呵



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我的人生有2006这一年

让我觉得很欣喜,2006有多元化的喜悦穿梭我生命的时隙

也让我觉得恐慌,还有下一次的2006吗?

突然觉得自己杞人忧天

因为我就是这么有信心

你们在期待我的回来,如回去昨天



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朋友,你们不要慌

这就是人生

我们之间有太多你给的,我给的

而这拼凑了一个难得的人生拼图

现在,我们不如去寻找一些我们还没有的

一起找,牵手的



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可以和同乡在异地结交成朋友,不亦乐乎

可以造就一群人们成为好友,更是友情世界的喜事一桩

五角赛如何呢?

那晚,香槟洒着我们的眷念

你们让我再次印证感受真心的索引就是真心



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夜游天后宫是结束大学生涯当儿的活动

也想起不久前的深夜在这里拍新年MV的我们

原来,自己在大四作过不少不可思议的事情

也明白,因为有你们

我探索了我未来的旅途

Once in a life, live it!!!



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原来,人生偶尔要耍酷的

纵然,我耍得有点傻气

不过,最主要是有朋友和你一群耍

心路,一直走

在阴天时,我不怕没有雨伞

而且,我懂是谁为我撑呢!



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和系友的新年聚会还会继续吗?

我相信...会的

也许,人数不一样

让我们喝喝水,吹吹水

甜水:泛指大学的一切

苦水:泛指工作的一切

把心倚靠,我们又是13个人了



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对Bio的兴趣始于拼SPM的那段闭关时日

选择Fizik后,我如预期的安居乐业

偶尔想在事业里来个越轨

找到进行不同试验的快乐和满足

世界真的有好心人

久违的,还有鱼头米粉



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当你不懂自己在参加最后一次的活动,你会很尽兴

当你明白这是最后一次,你会留意每个人的脸

不过,我会再回去的

回去看看tasik,看看每个我想看的人与物

若我在大学谈恋爱

嗯,那就是和黑葡萄



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幸福是有名字的

名字是2006

2006也是有名字的

名字是你们



手指飞跃在半空

我抓到风

铭着2006

哇,那是幸福满人间



送给有心和无意读到这文字的你们,我的朋友;有你们,我很期待2007。


Saturday, December 9, 2006

完美

张智成《爱情》江美琪

若不是因为爱着你 怎么会夜深还没睡意

每个念头都关于你 我想你 想你 好想你

若不是因为爱着你 怎会有不安的情绪

每个莫名的日子里 我想你 想你 好想你

爱是折磨人的东西 却又舍不得这样放弃

不停揣测你的心里 可有我姓名

爱是我唯一的秘密 让人心碎却又着迷

无论是用什么言语 只会 只会 思念你

若不是因为爱着你 怎会不经意就叹息

有种不完整的心情 爱你 爱着你

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也许我是你的

不然我不会把你想成习惯

对于俩情相悦我们是该珍惜的

因为我们开始有了莫名的在乎

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Daniel Bedingfield's "If you r not d one"

If you’re not the one, then why does my soul fell so glad today?

If you’re not the one, then why does my hand fits yours this way?

If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future range, but I know you are here with me now;

We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.

I don’t want to run away, but I can’t take it, I don’t understand,

If I am not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there anyway that I can stay in your heart?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you are not for me then why does this distance lame my life?

If you are not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you so far away, but I know that this much is true,

We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with.

And I wish that you could be the one I die with,

And I’m praying you’re the one I build my home with.

I hope I love you all my life Coz I miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,

And I bring you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today. Coz I love you whether it’s wrong or right,

Although I can’t be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side.

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如果梦想成真,让我们共享完美人生

是的

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(突然忘记网络搜索歌词,边听边写,完美)

Tuesday, December 5, 2006

12’s Blackcurrant

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感觉是什么?就在他们在和不在我身边时......

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我觉得我是幸福的。

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还记得第2学年搬进12宿舍时,过的生活很独来独往。从来不觉得自己是这宿舍的一份子。现在想,也许那年我是抱着第3宿舍的遗憾和不快乐过来12。是什么感觉,接受了顺发的邀约,我进来了黑葡萄。

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在第4学年开课时,突然觉得自己“在马大的日子”不多,我想在读书之余,在宿舍方面里装些回忆给很久以后的自己(如现在)。我这太公的活跃程度,让仔仔女女,孙子们,问我,“你第4年不忙的啊?”呵呵,我的论文如何?我要一等文凭毕业的目标如何?加入这我在大学的家后,我学会用另一中方式去经营我的学业,毕竟学业是我在第1学年的风风雨雨过后,给自己立下的目标。其实,我很相信我的锲而不舍,这峰回路转的经历,不得不佩服自己的信念,还有那总爱最后关头才来敲门的的运气。

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Port Dickson是小学生写作文时最爱去的目的地。我第一次去竟然是大四。我很幸运,我有机会以最老的身份去参加这旅行。小葡萄,你们知道吗?舍弃banana boat为你们准备晚餐,我觉得很值得,少点睡,为你们准备早餐的红豆汤,很甜,如当天的红豆汤,呵呵!印像最深刻莫不过是我们的跳舞;《爱》、《在我生命中的每一天》,最有感觉的还是《夏天的风》,从听歌写歌词,排舞,一起学习,一起跳时,真的很棒,很感动。这活动是一个起点,他带领日后的升华。因为,在这我越来越年轻,我忘了年龄,因为交心;还有,我也知道我旋转时的力度显得有风度。

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中秋节等节目让我忘了大四的压力。习惯性对自己的人生有目标,所以有时候,难免压力重重。小葡萄,还记得我们的ss吗?Siok Sendiri的一群还是很有趣的,在The Curve迎接2006,在KimGarry的单身情人节聚餐,新年的东禅寺,你们到AlorStar的拜访,SunwayPyramid的溜冰,steamboatBuffet,PulauTioman的最后旅游,除了给我多了很多美丽的照片,也让我明白了我的人生里有很多交心的朋友,这无价宝只能可遇不可求;每每看照片时,在外地的我,真的很感触的。8月份的毕业典礼,你们给我的最高敬意的庆祝和来巴基斯坦前的欢送会,编写了另类乐章,歌颂我的大学生涯。

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若要为这一群葡萄写一篇文章,那么一定是很巨型的文字创作。文字需要感觉的酝酿才会动人,而这感觉源自我们之间的一切、一切;你们知道吗?在12的最后的一天,小葡萄都已回家了。离开时,我心底如刀割,结果就......有小葡萄说今年12很多空房,虽然我毕业了,我依然可以回去租;坦白说,我有这么想过的,不过,我知道人,是需要长大的,而这过程中的“舍”与“得”要拿捏的恰恰好;毕业典礼后坚持回12拍照,回去A518,回去那个随时有4辆车可以给我驾的停车场,回去那个贴满不同活动海报的电梯,回去那时的朋友,回去当时一起去洗衣、冲凉、在厕所玩cola和mentos、偷拍、庆生的日子......

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“KL Gate进来,直走,靠右

十字路口转右,图书馆在左手边,看到白色的PerdanaSiswa转右

直走,DTC在右边,Bangunan Peperiksaan在左边,再直走

V型路口,转左,直走

出现在眼前的高大建筑物是12宿舍

第一个大门要右转,12是one way的

现在,左手边的是Block D,女生的宿舍

随U型路走,Block D, Block C, canteen, Block B, Block A

红色的停车处停

走去右边的电梯,按

进电梯后,按5,在按>

门开后,转左再转左就是A Block

进去后,再转左,直走

大厅后的第一间房间,A518

开门,左边是我的床

要找ah Hong和tick jun吗?开balcony的门,过两间”



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黑葡萄,我回来了!
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